Let me start by saying I love you guys
Loved you too much probably
You became my sun and moon
All I wanted to ever do was to please you
Except sadly I couldn’t even do that
And I doubt I will ever be able to do that
Not in this life time at least
And what angers me is that there won’t be another
I don’t know why I had been waiting for one all this time
Deluding myself, waiting for it to be just around the corner
You see when I say I loved you
I meant I loved how you treated everyone else
How you were there for everyone when they needed you
How you always put others before yourselves
How you went to every extent possible giving up on even yourselves
But heres the thing that kills me the most
You gave me up too
That time you gave up for their sake, I had a right on it too
But you never asked me though, I was just supposed to go with the flow
Accepting it as another one of your responsibilities
What about me though? Wasn’t I one either?
Was I not good enough for you?
Why weren’t you there to help me figure myself out when I needed you the most?
Why couldn’t you be strong enough for us and said no to everyone else when I needed you most!
You tried though, I will give you that much
Tried your best, I have always been willing to give you that until now!
Now,My own words are starting to betray me
But you too have always been helpless
So you gave me what you didn’t have as a child
You thought I will be happy then
You tried to fill the void with money and getting me all that I wanted
Little did you realise was that all I ever needed was you by my side
Don’t you remember, you lacked time as well, time and company
And yet you went ahead and gave it away
The greatest jewel of all
I blame myself everyday
For things I know aren’t my fault
Most of them anyway
I tear myself up bit by bit
N all there’s left now
Are pieces of straw!
A broken piece of a broken family
(Story of an anonymous girl)